Realization...

Laying in bed, just now, (12:30pm) it just occurred to me - there will be no Singapore for me this year... I won't get to see my kids, I won't get to see my fiends there, I won't be in Singland ... none of the happy warm thing that make my world go around!
This is a sad sad moment... very sad.
I'll try to go to sleep, and maybe it will all go away.
Sad moment.
Oh Singapore, how I do miss thee...